Hmmmm

Sooo, dating... I don't really know what more to say about that. I'm not doing a good job at it. lol On the other hand, I'm quite happy with my life. I guess that's more important. I know from my last experience that...hold on, what did I learn? Don't get me wrong, I don't regret spending time with him, I care about him a lot, but u can't make somebody b who u think they are. I hope that made sense.

I want to be wanted. I don't really think I want or need a boyfriend right now. I just want a man to run to and take the bullshit away, if only for a moment. I'm sure that will come in due time, but DAGNABBIT!!!! lol I've learned that just because someone shares a love for knowledge and humor, it doesn't mean ur meant to be together. Sometimes, friends are awesome too. I miss havin a boo; one that can be there for me. I expect someone to come see me, meet me somewhere, take me out, hold my hand, make me giggle, make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world (I kno the truth, but dang must I hear about every chick u find attractive?), I could run on and on, but this isn't a dating site.

I'm not super bummed about not having a significant other, but there are those lonely days that suck major donkey balls! I'd love to have someone to think about when my mind wanders in class tho. It is what it is. God knows what's best and He will guide me thru everything. My heart is in His hands.