How do you let go of past disappointments, and allow ur next dream to be fulfilled? There is no way to escape the hurt. Even if u live happily ever after, ur spouse could pass before you. N man, to have someone u care about emotionally, spiritually, and romantically pass, during the course of your relationship...it's heartbreaking! (I want to add more exclammation points, but there is no amount that could make u imagine that pain.) To see the one who brought life to everyone, lost his. It's mindblowing!!! Laying there, still, his shell. His fukcin shell; and I didn't see him anywhere in there. It was his spirit I loved.
After you learn from the bad experiences, how do you use that knowledge? You keep opening yourself up, to get hurt again. I realize this is the pessimist's view of dating, but I'm just goin on what I've been through. Is this subject to change? Yes, but for now. I am allowing my past to determine my present and future possible happiness. Ugh! This part 2 might have a 2 1/2:-/
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